My Father...

Darn... long time no post here..
I feel so lazy to go online..

Actually I have many problems with my family now.. specially with my father..
He's not my real father but I consider he is.. in my whole life!
But he has another wife and also another children... I don't like the way my father treats them!

My childhood is not so lovely.. most of time I remember that I was being lonely.. my father used to be a high-tempered person and I was so scared with him.
Now everything's changing.. He's so kind with his own children.. All their needs are his command! While I had to hold my breath when I wanted something... really wanted something..
I had to beg with my Mom and then my Mom deliver it to my Father and got rejected...
He was using the word that it's for my safety.. it's good to save money... etc..

While his children got all things that they want in a snap of a finger!
Darn!!!

Sometimes my heart hurts and I'm crying inside to know that.. Not only that I have to "share" my Father (which is actually not my blood father) and have to watch the unfair love from him..
So so sad...

I Want To Kiss You!

So sorry for the title.. I just want to tell that I really fall in love again with my hubby now! OMG.. luv it!

When I see him playing with my 2 kids.. my heart melts!

I really love to see him wearing his suit.. a Timberland shirt.. blue jeans.. his working shoe (Red Wing safety shoe).. gosh he is so macho to me!
Really really really want to kiss him now!


It's been a while since I enjoy my kissing.. With the kids around.. we don't have enough privacy for ourself to enjoy sweet moments alone..
I will do it soon!

What's Your Favorite TV Shows?

I like watching movies.. and now since we have tv cable here I can grab the remote control and choose my favorite tv channels..

What I like recently is watching AXN-Asia.


AXN Asia is a pay-tv, cable and satellite TV channel which brings to you the most up-to-date programmes from Hollywood, like the one I love : CSI!




I also like Blue Bloods, Leverage, Hawaii Five-O, House, So You Think You Can Dance!



Honestly I can not always watch the shows as I am a mother of 2 kids.. I also a game freak and most of time I will be in front of my laptop all day.. all night..

I Miss You, Nanda!

I have a friend.. not very close but he is special!
We met when I enter a company and be an admin there in Jakarta around 7 years ago.. It was a company called m-Stars.. full with young people with young Bosses!
We're at the same company but not at the same department.. He's dealing with music content, etc.. and I was busy servicing all Bosses and Technician team..

His name is Nanda Nuril, I call him Bang Nanda (Bang is a call for "big brother" in our languange).
What make him special is because I like his style!
I only meet him for work thingy but I'm telling you it was a great experience to work there since all staffs are young and so friendly!
I was the one who was so naive, innocent, funny, and they love to make me confuse and blushing!

Before the work starts we always hang around together, talking about things, taking photos, listening music, having jokes, etc.. same thing with lunch time and after work..
I really like that kind of work environment!

Back to Nanda...
Like I said, I like his style!
It's the first time in my work experience I meet a staff that has some nice things on top of his table work!
He has cool eye glasses.. a very nice bottle of perfume.. and some other cool stuffs there..
I was like.. uh-huhhh?? Very different with my table work which only have a "common" work stuff there.. papers.. papers.. papers... Xixixixixix

We have a kind of same style of music that we like..
He's surprised to know that I like Joe Satriani, Sade, the music which is "in" at that time.. He likes "Crying" from Joe Satriani.. He is a guitar player.. although I didn't have a chance to hear his guitar skill, but I'm sure he's one of the God of guitar!
He is also a music composer.. I copied one of his music and save it on my other laptop.. really want to hear it now.. (I promise to upload it so you can hear it too someday!)

Now.. I remember about him and decided to googling his name..
I found this video and he's the music director... check it out!




Cool huh??? Good one, huh?

Not sure why, but I miss him now..
Where are you????

Bitchology Me!

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A bit rude of word.. Bitchology! But it is so me...

My Kind of Love

Found this image while I'm browsing on the internet..


Good one!

What about you? What kind of love do you want?

My Favorite Games



I am a game freak! Yes, I am!
I am one of the admin of a Forum about Games (Big games, mini games, Hidden Object games, etc), Flash animation, movie, music, all of your hobbies.. My duty is for Flash Animation. But it was few years ago when I am still active there, not anymore since I chose to play game online specially on FaceBook!

My first online game is Mafia Wars game.



Then I saw lots of my online friends are playing Poker! I tried to play it too and chose another Zynga games ie Texas Hold'em Poker.



My third online game is FishVille, but it didn't last long as I got bored and focused on Mafia Wars game and created a blog about it.



Then again, I tried another game ie CityVille!



And also when Zynga launched Treasure Isle, I played it too!



Again, Zynga introduced another game ie Cafe World :


First I didn't like it at all! I didn't understand why Zynga released a game like this.. so boring, lame, etc.. (since I am a Mafia Wars player).
Seems so funny when a "mafia" is cooking at the kitchen!
But then I keep playing and fall in love with this game as well Yeah


Ok enough with Zynga games.. I also play another games on FaceBook, but don't play it everyday..
For example :





That's all about me.. a real game freak! But I understand that my family is number one.. so I will have to reduce my time for gaming!