Showing posts with label Ade. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ade. Show all posts

My Father...

Darn... long time no post here..
I feel so lazy to go online..

Actually I have many problems with my family now.. specially with my father..
He's not my real father but I consider he is.. in my whole life!
But he has another wife and also another children... I don't like the way my father treats them!

My childhood is not so lovely.. most of time I remember that I was being lonely.. my father used to be a high-tempered person and I was so scared with him.
Now everything's changing.. He's so kind with his own children.. All their needs are his command! While I had to hold my breath when I wanted something... really wanted something..
I had to beg with my Mom and then my Mom deliver it to my Father and got rejected...
He was using the word that it's for my safety.. it's good to save money... etc..

While his children got all things that they want in a snap of a finger!
Darn!!!

Sometimes my heart hurts and I'm crying inside to know that.. Not only that I have to "share" my Father (which is actually not my blood father) and have to watch the unfair love from him..
So so sad...

I Want To Kiss You!

So sorry for the title.. I just want to tell that I really fall in love again with my hubby now! OMG.. luv it!

When I see him playing with my 2 kids.. my heart melts!

I really love to see him wearing his suit.. a Timberland shirt.. blue jeans.. his working shoe (Red Wing safety shoe).. gosh he is so macho to me!
Really really really want to kiss him now!


It's been a while since I enjoy my kissing.. With the kids around.. we don't have enough privacy for ourself to enjoy sweet moments alone..
I will do it soon!

My Favorite Games



I am a game freak! Yes, I am!
I am one of the admin of a Forum about Games (Big games, mini games, Hidden Object games, etc), Flash animation, movie, music, all of your hobbies.. My duty is for Flash Animation. But it was few years ago when I am still active there, not anymore since I chose to play game online specially on FaceBook!

My first online game is Mafia Wars game.



Then I saw lots of my online friends are playing Poker! I tried to play it too and chose another Zynga games ie Texas Hold'em Poker.



My third online game is FishVille, but it didn't last long as I got bored and focused on Mafia Wars game and created a blog about it.



Then again, I tried another game ie CityVille!



And also when Zynga launched Treasure Isle, I played it too!



Again, Zynga introduced another game ie Cafe World :


First I didn't like it at all! I didn't understand why Zynga released a game like this.. so boring, lame, etc.. (since I am a Mafia Wars player).
Seems so funny when a "mafia" is cooking at the kitchen!
But then I keep playing and fall in love with this game as well Yeah


Ok enough with Zynga games.. I also play another games on FaceBook, but don't play it everyday..
For example :





That's all about me.. a real game freak! But I understand that my family is number one.. so I will have to reduce my time for gaming!


7 Things About Me

Here are 7 things that you should know about me...



7 Things that scare me :
1. Worm
2. I got scared on a plane with a storm and rain.
3. Afraid of power down and cannot go online to play my games
4. Bitten by a dog.. I got one when I was a child.
5. If my close relatives is in troubles
6. So scare if my country can not wake up and full with corruption everywhere!
7. Ghooooooosssttt!



7 Random song at the moment :
1. Black Eyed Peas - The Time (Dirty Bit)
2. Collective Souls songs!
3. Dare You To Move - David Cook
4. I Against I - Mos Def & Massive Attack (OST Blade 2)
5. Made Of Tears - Joe Satriani
6. One Republic songs
7. Steve Vai - Touching Tounges



7 Gadgets that I love :
1. My laptop
2. PDA
3. Mobile Phone (I have BlackBerry but don't like it!)
4. Game Boy!
5. iPod Video
6. iPad (only in my dream.. I don't think I need it now.. so just skip it, please)
7. My DVD BluRay player!
Love this one a lot since I am a movie lover!
I don're care if I have to spend lots of money to buy my BluRay movie collections..

That will be my next 7 things...


7 BluRay Movies I like :
1. Avatar!
This is still my best movie ever.. love the colors in this movie.. love the characters.. everything!
2. Ninja Assasins
I have 2 of this movie, 1 is original DVD and 1 is my BluRay. So in love with Rain... Sarang hae!.
3. Kingdom of Heaven
Who will not love Orlando Bloom?
4. Harry Potter
I'm sure we're all know him, right? No need to review then.
5. Iron Man
Part 1 and 2. I like the idea that he's alone, billionaire, classy, full of gadget, genius, and handsome.
6. Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children Blu-ray
Final Fantasy is a legend! First I played this movie on my BluRay tv, but I couldn't because the player didn't support it yet.. then I decided to buy the DVD BluRay player only to watch this movie!
7. Resident Evil
Got all movies of this one. Love them all!

Time for me to go to bed.. night night!

Lonely

Again, feel lonely at night..


I wish I can pour my feeling inside with someone now..
Sigh....

Feel worry about few things in life.. should not I think about all further???

Welcome to Ade's Paradise!

Hello,

My name is Ade!

This is my private and personal blog about my life.. my real life!
I have few blogs related to the games, music, movies, etc..

Now I just wanna show the world who I really am..



No need someone to judge... no need anything to worry about.. just me!



Welcome to my Paradise!!!