Long time no see!

It was Ramadhan a month ago... I decided not to go online and waste my times playing games, etc.. and I did it!
I used my times to read the holy Qur'an, praying for Gods, and do good things (I hope).

Now it's supposed to be the time for me to go back online like I used to... to play games and share all things about it.. but I am still in a good faith!  Feel like don't want to spend tons of my time playing games..
So, let's just go with the flow.. don't want to force my self tho...

Few weeks ago, I visited Bogor city and see my own house which is being built now (95% done by the time I wrote this post). I love it! I love my new house!
It has a wide free space for me to do whatever I want to!
My kids want to have a swimming pool but I think it's such a waste of land... let's just build a small pool, okay?
I have planted lots of flowers (specially jasmine) so when we're ready to move in, my flowers are already in a good shape! Haha! Kind of tricky...

Now, I'm still at my home town with really slow internet connection here.. with this looong dry-season.. we have bad water - yellow, mud, and oily water -  God please bring the rainy season sooner... amin!

This small town has no mall.. no chance for me to go sight seeing.. few options for healthy food since we can only buy raw foods from a very small private shop.. (going to public market is a lazy thing to do).. sigh..

So, I really can not wait to live in our new house! Hopefully things got better there and we can have a better way of life and living!

Darn... long time no post here..
I feel so lazy to go online..

Actually I have many problems with my family now.. specially with my father..
He's not my real father but I consider he is.. in my whole life!
But he has another wife and also another children... I don't like the way my father treats them!

My childhood is not so lovely.. most of time I remember that I was being lonely.. my father used to be a high-tempered person and I was so scared with him.
I had to beg with my Mom and then my Mom deliver it to my Father and got rejected...
He was using the word that it's for my safety.. it's good to save money... etc..

While his children got all things that they want in a snap of a finger!
Darn!!!

So so sad...

So sorry for the title.. I just want to tell that I really fall in love again with my hubby now!

When I see him playing with my 2 kids.. my heart melts!

Really really really want to kiss him now!


It's been a while since I enjoy my kissing.. With the kids around.. we don't have enough privacy for ourself to enjoy sweet moments alone..
I will do it soon!

What I like recently is watching AXN-Asia.





I also like Blue Bloods, Leverage, Hawaii Five-O, House, So You Think You Can Dance!

I have a friend.. not very close but he is special!

His name is Nanda Nuril, I call him Bang Nanda (Bang is a call for "big brother" in our languange).
What make him special is because I like his style!
I only meet him for work thingy but I'm telling you it was a great experience to work there since all staffs are young and so friendly!
I was the one who was so naive, innocent, funny, and they love to make me confuse and blushing!

I really like that kind of work environment!

Back to Nanda...
Like I said, I like his style!
It's the first time in my work experience I meet a staff that has some nice things on top of his table work!
He has cool eye glasses.. a very nice bottle of perfume.. and some other cool stuffs there..
I was like.. uh-huhhh?? Very different with my table work which only have a "common" work stuff there.. papers.. papers.. papers...
Not sure why, but I miss him now..
Where are you????

Hmmm, have some haters?
Hate your haters?




A bit rude of word.. Bitchology! But it is so me...

Found this image while I'm browsing on the internet..


Good one!

What about you? What kind of love do you want?

I am a game freak! Yes, I am!

My first online game is Mafia Wars game.







Then again, I tried another game ie CityVille!



And also when Zynga launched Treasure Isle, I played it too!



Again, Zynga introduced another game ie Cafe World :


First I didn't like it at all! I didn't understand why Zynga released a game like this.. so boring, lame, etc.. (since I am a Mafia Wars player).
Seems so funny when a "mafia" is cooking at the kitchen!
But then I keep playing and fall in love with this game as well

Ok enough with Zynga games.. I also play another games on FaceBook, but don't play it everyday..
For example :

Anyone can say the colors, not the word?



Come on!

Another great song that I enjoy to listen today..


A very nice song... enjoy!

Today is Kay's 4th birthday..
I am so happy for her and glad that she's grown up to be a smart kid..


This is her wearing her dad's shoes and sunglasses..

So, Kay.. Happy birthday, sweety!!!




Wishing you all the best!

I was taking my kids to the mall at the playing grounds.. then I wanted to go to saloon to take a hair do.
Then I stopped at a kid shop and saw my favorite anime characters there!

I bought the toys for me!!!





The shop still has tons of toys that I love, but I can not afford to buy more at the moment..

Will save more money then...

Here are 7 things that you should know about me...



7 Things that scare me :
1. Worm
2. I got scared on a plane with a storm and rain.
3. Afraid of power down and cannot go online to play my games
4. Bitten by a dog.. I got one when I was a child.
5. If my close relatives is in troubles
6. So scare if my country can not wake up and full with corruption everywhere!
7. Ghooooooosssttt!



7 Random song at the moment :
1. Black Eyed Peas - The Time (Dirty Bit)
2. Collective Souls songs!
3. Dare You To Move - David Cook
4. I Against I - Mos Def & Massive Attack (OST Blade 2)
5. Made Of Tears - Joe Satriani
6. One Republic songs
7. Steve Vai - Touching Tounges



7 Gadgets that I love :
1. My laptop
2. PDA
3. Mobile Phone (I have BlackBerry but don't like it!)
4. Game Boy!
5. iPod Video
6. iPad (only in my dream.. I don't think I need it now.. so just skip it, please)
7. My DVD BluRay player!
Love this one a lot since I am a movie lover!
I don're care if I have to spend lots of money to buy my BluRay movie collections..

That will be my next 7 things...


7 BluRay Movies I like :
1. Avatar!
This is still my best movie ever.. love the colors in this movie.. love the characters.. everything!
2. Ninja Assasins
I have 2 of this movie, 1 is original DVD and 1 is my BluRay. So in love with Rain... Sarang hae!.
3. Kingdom of Heaven
Who will not love Orlando Bloom?
4. Harry Potter
I'm sure we're all know him, right? No need to review then.
5. Iron Man
Part 1 and 2. I like the idea that he's alone, billionaire, classy, full of gadget, genius, and handsome.
6. Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children Blu-ray
Final Fantasy is a legend! First I played this movie on my BluRay tv, but I couldn't because the player didn't support it yet.. then I decided to buy the DVD BluRay player only to watch this movie!
7. Resident Evil
Got all movies of this one. Love them all!

Time for me to go to bed.. night night!

Again, feel lonely at night..


I wish I can pour my feeling inside with someone now..
Sigh....

Feel worry about few things in life.. should not I think about all further???

It's past midnight in here and I am so sleepy already..

The title is Glitter.


It's an old movie from 2001 but still very good to watch.
Please click here to see the trailer.

I like music a lot!
Specially when I am alone.. everybody else is sleeping and I enjoy the night by myself..
It's a perfect time to listen to all my favourite songs..



One of the kind! Satch rules!

Just like my feeling inside now..

I'm not alone, but I feel lonely..


Enjoy the music.. enjoy the video..

Hello,

My name is Ade!

This is my private and personal blog about my life.. my real life!
I have few blogs related to the games, music, movies, etc..

Now I just wanna show the world who I really am..



No need someone to judge... no need anything to worry about.. just me!



Welcome to my Paradise!!!