Long time no see!

It was Ramadhan a month ago... I decided not to go online and waste my times playing games, etc.. and I did it!
I used my times to read the holy Qur'an, praying for Gods, and do good things (I hope).

Now it's supposed to be the time for me to go back online like I used to... to play games and share all things about it.. but I am still in a good faith!  Feel like don't want to spend tons of my time playing games..
So, let's just go with the flow.. don't want to force my self tho...

Few weeks ago, I visited Bogor city and see my own house which is being built now (95% done by the time I wrote this post). I love it! I love my new house!
It has a wide free space for me to do whatever I want to!
My kids want to have a swimming pool but I think it's such a waste of land... let's just build a small pool, okay?
I have planted lots of flowers (specially jasmine) so when we're ready to move in, my flowers are already in a good shape! Haha! Kind of tricky...

Now, I'm still at my home town with really slow internet connection here.. with this looong dry-season.. we have bad water - yellow, mud, and oily water -  God please bring the rainy season sooner... amin!

This small town has no mall.. no chance for me to go sight seeing.. few options for healthy food since we can only buy raw foods from a very small private shop.. (going to public market is a lazy thing to do).. sigh..

So, I really can not wait to live in our new house! Hopefully things got better there and we can have a better way of life and living!

Darn... long time no post here..
I feel so lazy to go online..

Actually I have many problems with my family now.. specially with my father..
He's not my real father but I consider he is.. in my whole life!
But he has another wife and also another children... I don't like the way my father treats them!

My childhood is not so lovely.. most of time I remember that I was being lonely.. my father used to be a high-tempered person and I was so scared with him.
I had to beg with my Mom and then my Mom deliver it to my Father and got rejected...
He was using the word that it's for my safety.. it's good to save money... etc..

While his children got all things that they want in a snap of a finger!
Darn!!!

So so sad...

So sorry for the title.. I just want to tell that I really fall in love again with my hubby now!

When I see him playing with my 2 kids.. my heart melts!

Really really really want to kiss him now!


It's been a while since I enjoy my kissing.. With the kids around.. we don't have enough privacy for ourself to enjoy sweet moments alone..
I will do it soon!

What I like recently is watching AXN-Asia.





I also like Blue Bloods, Leverage, Hawaii Five-O, House, So You Think You Can Dance!

I have a friend.. not very close but he is special!

His name is Nanda Nuril, I call him Bang Nanda (Bang is a call for "big brother" in our languange).
What make him special is because I like his style!
I only meet him for work thingy but I'm telling you it was a great experience to work there since all staffs are young and so friendly!
I was the one who was so naive, innocent, funny, and they love to make me confuse and blushing!

I really like that kind of work environment!

Back to Nanda...
Like I said, I like his style!
It's the first time in my work experience I meet a staff that has some nice things on top of his table work!
He has cool eye glasses.. a very nice bottle of perfume.. and some other cool stuffs there..
I was like.. uh-huhhh?? Very different with my table work which only have a "common" work stuff there.. papers.. papers.. papers...
Not sure why, but I miss him now..
Where are you????

Hmmm, have some haters?
Hate your haters?




A bit rude of word.. Bitchology! But it is so me...

Found this image while I'm browsing on the internet..


Good one!

What about you? What kind of love do you want?